My LOVE

I can wait. I will sit and contemplate all the beautiful things around us and all the messages around me.  We will ride in chariots of fire and we will see the Angels play their lovely notes. I will sit in your lap and I will yell praise of Thanks to our father, who has given us so much grace. I knew it when I saw you, but I closed my eyes because I think the thought of you not loving me could cause my destruction. Yet, the world is what changed and brought me to you, and you to me. Now we are suspended in thin air patiently waiting the end of the torture of being a second away from  you.  Yet, when I close my eyes, you are here with me, always loving me as much as I have always loved you.

 

Let me extend my roots to the Earth, you do the same, and I will see you again.

 

 

A CROSSING POINT

What road will you choose? Pick me! I yell.. and you answer I will pick you. 

In this sweet understanding of having to loose you because I finally understood how important you are to me. I still have a lot to learn but at least now we know we took the RIGHT turn.

APRIL 25 2014

This is why we do it. The great symphony God playing always at the perfect note. Like this, oh the pleasure to exsist, to be, to breath...

Everything IS.  As I see them turn into dust in front of my very eyes, all I needed was to SEE IT....

It was nothing at all. The veil has been falling and I SEE IS GOD.

Friday, April 25, 2014

Balsamic Moon Phase: release, transform, heal

Moon in Pisces

Ruling Mahavidya: Chinnamasta and Kali
Skill: take the road less traveled
Negative Imprint: the day is a hard road
Positive Imprint: the day is a cherished gift

TO YEARN. TO DIE. TO BE REBORN.

My soul... yearns... longs as it heals. It remembers all the terrible things that were so beautiful once...

I want to SPEAK.  Let me SPEAK divine mystery... for I am so close to you. Can't you open up the skies of the universe and let me really SEE you. I want to hold you this time. I want to sit at your feet and feel the terror of your existence, so I can prove how beautiful you really are. For what? for ME.
If you are ME, and I AM YOU, why are we so separate in this reality. I have wanted nothing for me.. it has always been for you. Yet, I dare not Judge you. What do I know about such beautiful things you create. I am not the one who makes the sun set or force the moon to rise. All I can do it LOVE YOU, and sit here in this world you have chosen for me.. I am sure it is in my best intrest for you always only give me what I truly love... even if I don't understand it yet. I have yelled for you to show me the fire, let me die for you!. .. Is this why I am burning? Because you are finally taking me home? I want to be free, so I can spread my wings that are so broken now, yet I am thrilled at the idea of trying. Yet,  you insist of giving me so much everyday, so I can mend them. Oh I love you! Thank for your healing me so everyday I am closer to SEEING  you.. for I long to HUG YOU, and tell you I LOVE YOU.

WHAT EVER YOU DO.

Do not give away your POWER. Short gratification for them what can be endless POWER for you.
We should not pity the lessons so many still have to learn and have chosen to steal instead of taking responsibility. Life is fair eventually... it catches up eventually, ALWAYS. So the question is... Is what is coming good? ... or is it going to hit you in the face when  you are finally brave enough to accept that which you know and have been convincing yourself never happened, IT DID and it is not going away.

BE BRAVE.. and FACE IT. Will it be MUSIC?  or Beautiful purging PAIN?

"Like a Symphony of Energies/Spirits all play at its own time THAT perfect note."

TheHumanCurrent