A Dead body pulling at my neck.

Dead bodies all around. I am so glad we can see each other now.

I can..... The most glad! I can see  your sweetness and all that love you never gave up.

Always searching for more, just like I was.

It was the first time I saw you when I knew ... but I admit I didn't want to look.

You were my deepest unknown desire, chosen by GOD himself.

Even with the devil chassing us.. all we can do is think of each other. It seems TO BE that we have WON.

My LOVE

I can wait. I will sit and contemplate all the beautiful things around us and all the messages around me.  We will ride in chariots of fire and we will see the Angels play their lovely notes. I will sit in your lap and I will yell praise of Thanks to our father, who has given us so much grace. I knew it when I saw you, but I closed my eyes because I think the thought of you not loving me could cause my destruction. Yet, the world is what changed and brought me to you, and you to me. Now we are suspended in thin air patiently waiting the end of the torture of being a second away from  you.  Yet, when I close my eyes, you are here with me, always loving me as much as I have always loved you.

 

Let me extend my roots to the Earth, you do the same, and I will see you again.

 

 

A CROSSING POINT

What road will you choose? Pick me! I yell.. and you answer I will pick you. 

In this sweet understanding of having to loose you because I finally understood how important you are to me. I still have a lot to learn but at least now we know we took the RIGHT turn.

APRIL 25 2014

This is why we do it. The great symphony God playing always at the perfect note. Like this, oh the pleasure to exsist, to be, to breath...

Everything IS.  As I see them turn into dust in front of my very eyes, all I needed was to SEE IT....

It was nothing at all. The veil has been falling and I SEE IS GOD.

Friday, April 25, 2014

Balsamic Moon Phase: release, transform, heal

Moon in Pisces

Ruling Mahavidya: Chinnamasta and Kali
Skill: take the road less traveled
Negative Imprint: the day is a hard road
Positive Imprint: the day is a cherished gift

TO YEARN. TO DIE. TO BE REBORN.

My soul... yearns... longs as it heals. It remembers all the terrible things that were so beautiful once...

I want to SPEAK.  Let me SPEAK divine mystery... for I am so close to you. Can't you open up the skies of the universe and let me really SEE you. I want to hold you this time. I want to sit at your feet and feel the terror of your existence, so I can prove how beautiful you really are. For what? for ME.
If you are ME, and I AM YOU, why are we so separate in this reality. I have wanted nothing for me.. it has always been for you. Yet, I dare not Judge you. What do I know about such beautiful things you create. I am not the one who makes the sun set or force the moon to rise. All I can do it LOVE YOU, and sit here in this world you have chosen for me.. I am sure it is in my best intrest for you always only give me what I truly love... even if I don't understand it yet. I have yelled for you to show me the fire, let me die for you!. .. Is this why I am burning? Because you are finally taking me home? I want to be free, so I can spread my wings that are so broken now, yet I am thrilled at the idea of trying. Yet,  you insist of giving me so much everyday, so I can mend them. Oh I love you! Thank for your healing me so everyday I am closer to SEEING  you.. for I long to HUG YOU, and tell you I LOVE YOU.

WHAT EVER YOU DO.

Do not give away your POWER. Short gratification for them what can be endless POWER for you.
We should not pity the lessons so many still have to learn and have chosen to steal instead of taking responsibility. Life is fair eventually... it catches up eventually, ALWAYS. So the question is... Is what is coming good? ... or is it going to hit you in the face when  you are finally brave enough to accept that which you know and have been convincing yourself never happened, IT DID and it is not going away.

BE BRAVE.. and FACE IT. Will it be MUSIC?  or Beautiful purging PAIN?

"Like a Symphony of Energies/Spirits all play at its own time THAT perfect note."

TheHumanCurrent

When you SEE yourSELF ..

When you saw through her eyes you were a loser... When You saw through mine... you were a KING!

THE BRIDGE

THE BRIDGE

Jump to the highest one and you will gain peace. IN LOVE.

Sooo sad

Do you still remember our love?

I'm about to give up

Of course that will be when you come back.

Will our love be strong enough?

Of course. Of course.

April 14

The King has risen.

The Magnificent Sky

For I will.give you the desires of your heart. And for other I will show the desires of your heart.  GOD

Thank you

For bringing me here....

For reactivating my faith...

For throwing me into the dark night.....

For loving me through all of our past.

The NIGHT

The stars aligned..
You saved me again!
This time I will stay.
How?
I don't know.. but I will stay.
I keep you in my heart
we feel safe there.
Whats next?
I don't know..
Is it good?
Yes, I do know.

To The Sky!

Will I miss the sunset if I follow my dreams?
Or is the sunset part of my dreams?

Forever it will last
That is now a part of me
awakened!

I didn't know
How would I?
If  RAW is REAL
If RAW is BEAUTIFUL

Later I will get my dreams

Today is still a dream..

I will stay and float thru exsistence

Not with memories past
but moments that repeat themselves in my head
that light my way

forever.

SUN

Iluminate the rays and shine on me
Save us from the ilusion and help us believe in love again, for love is the only thing that IS REAL

Life IS a Blissful Situation

At times when my heart is overwhelmed and I can't feel the love. When my fears take form of invisible reality that makes me want to do."something" . When I rather fix what's broken because I still can't believe I can be loved.. When my greatest fear is my.beloved flying away.and leaving me without a life jacket in lifes abyss . Then I remember you showed me how to fly. Now all I wish for is the courage to fly with you.

One more day

As the skys fall and the oceans are over flooding. As the flame of fire burns and the earth shatters. I will be untouched. I will stand in the middle of it all and I shall dance for him.  We will win.

13

Happy new year!

Everything is changing. Everything has changed. Everything is good. I can dance at my pace. I can walk and fly. Unknown possibilities are everyday more clear. I can see. I can plan. I can live.

"Stay on your path"

Don't forget that good things are good.

CLOUDS

We have lost our eyesight.  The magic is around us.  Mysticism is in the sky and there is proof everywhere.  The obvious is beginning to show.   The clouds show you what you need to see in order to know.  Imagination comes from "THAT" world. One we know well and are just starting to remember. "Who am I?" has a deeper meaning. "Who was I ?"... then you can ask "Who am I?"



"What's in the cloud?" Anything you need to see.



I was walking and I saw  you
How could I have missed you.
In your spender , you mesmerized me.
and
I asked myself..
How could I have never remembered?

What makes you happy makes them happy

Guilt of what makes me happy to the ones I love .  I want to be able to give you everything but I can't. I am learning how to live for the first time.  THIS TIME FOR "ME"

I have felt a failing. I.have felt.death breathing down my neck always trying to save you. Now I have to learn to save myself even thou.I.really don't want to...and that is what scares me the most.

Dark Days

In Dark nights if you can't feel the light, dream about it. Know you are still missing the perceptive of a future blessing. This is a blessing. Oh perfect light I call to your aide. Light my path.

What they Know vs The heart

The  heart knows more than them. They see a limited you... But if you keep asking the heart will stand.bold and hurt you till you learn to trust him. HE WANTS YOU TO BE HAPPY!! ece

Remember ME..

The carriage stop.
I'm waiting to meet you
I sit on the bench admiring my suroundings.
The crow on the deck
The tree behind me surrounced by a fence.

I can hear the hoves getting closer!
I stand up and clear my dress and stand up straight.
I walk closer to the stop and wait for you

I see the carriage apear and I smile for you
I wave my hands in the air , then you look at me..
The carriage stops.
I run and meet the stalion, pet him and wait till you get off.
You take your time, I wait acting patiently.
You get off, I run to  your arms.
I yell I LOVE YOU!!

You died the next day.
I missed you EVERYDAY till I died.

Now I wait for  you again
EVERYDAY again
with a nervous smile this time
a fearful heart
come back

For: A Warrior of Light

For: A Warrior of Light (Charlotte)

There are a few warriors of the kind that I think keep this world alive.

A part of us stays alive forever even after we are gone.

It’s not easy to be a warrior because most of the time we have to walk blind.

Oh! But those moments we have

The little things are our treasures

Silly people don’t realize that all of the big things are made of little things

Multitudes of minuscules open the divine.

Faith, Magic, hope, blessings all the same.

Oh! Thank you God for letting me SEE in the dark

For showing me the magic

For giving me hope after pain

For teaching me the blessing in the pain

For showing me LOVE in my days

Now I understand that LOVE like that

Is not from this world, but from yours

And only living it will I understand it.

From: A warrior of light (Aracely)

Ara 10/24/12 around 11am

Beauty NEVER told

I'm sorry I can’t make you happy.

I tried

I promise I did.

There was just as much as I could do.

I saw you suffer,

I saw you cry

Believe me when I say I believed everything you said.

It wasn’t that

 It was more like there was nothing I could do.

I would have cried

I would have held you!

I don’t think that would have helped

I even went to thoughts that you might leave me,

how was I suppose to stop?

This all just happened!

That is life,  I guess life knows more than us sometimes.

I thought I had control,

control over things I didn’t even really believe yet.

I always seemed to have something to complain about,

funny how humans sometimes don’t make sense.

We ask for things we don’t even know if we want

And sacrifice ourselves to avoid conflict

The people I meet who were scared like me

We both stayed quiet.

We did nothing, some of them lied

It made it easier that way

Others never said what they feared.

Many felt hope compassion, love.

And it stopped as time passed.

We let what was once on fire

Disappear.

Its just that I saw the other kind dissolve,

Diminish,

They were all talk

None were brave

Their memories are dying

But I still remember

It’s been so long since I’ve even heard a sound

Oddly I miss them,

Surprised I still love them

In many ways

 I stay grateful to them,

A part of my inspiration

The inspirations of my poems

The heroes of my stories

They came up with this great idea

Of Beautiful things

I saw in their eyes

But it died in them

None of them remember.

Nothing was left but

The seed they left

I took it and I planted it inside

And  I let it  grow in my heart

There are the words that live in me today.

Of all of the people I loved,

 They stayed in that mold that didn’t quite fit

Lost in this life

Many unrecognizable.

I will never understand

Why people that loved us

The ones we trusted 

Left us like this,

In complete.

Incapable

I need to make it grow again

These stories must have a purpose

I take what was left behind

the smiles, that laughs

the experiences

The extra baggage they threw to the side,

 I pick it up

and I polish and make it shine

This has to live again.

I couldn’t help you,

I might never see you again

But I can say those words

You wanted the world to know

the ones you thought no one would listen

when you let hope die inside of you

they did make sense

there are all things the world needs to know

I want to  help like you helped me

When I didn’t know

Why I was here for

Who I was yet.

I want to help  you remember too!

Such beautiful things

So many different places

See Inside we are all  even more beautiful!

All good All genuine

And I miss you!

Its time to share

The stories never told

share the love

Bursting inside

the memories

that changed me

This is my tribute to beauty never told.

Enough to change the world.

ANCIAS

De ver el reloj

de ver el telephono

algo que aga pasar mas rapido el tiempo

para despues detenerlo cuando este contigo..

An article I loved and wanted to share. Hope its enjoyed as much as I enjoyed it.  (smileyface, smileyfacewink)

10 Life Lessons From Albert Einstein

By Jason Wachob

I love Albert Einstein and I love Paulo Coelho. So when Coelho posted these ten lessons from Einstein on his blog I was immediately sold :)

1. Follow Your Curiosity: “I have no special talent. I am only passionately curious.”

2. Perseverance is Priceless: “It’s not that I’m so smart; it’s just that I stay with problems longer.”

3. Focus on the Present: “Any man who can drive safely while kissing a pretty girl is simply not giving the kiss the attention it deserves.”

4. Imagination is Powerful: “Imagination is everything. It is the preview of life’s coming attractions. Imagination is more important than knowledge.”

5. Make Mistakes: “A person who never made a mistake never tried anything new.”

6. Live in the Moment: “I never think of the future – it comes soon enough.”

7. Create Value: “Strive not to be a success, but rather to be of value.”

8. Don’t Be Repetitive: “Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.”

9. Knowledge Comes From Experience: “Information is not knowledge. The only source of knowledge is experience.”

10. Learn the Rules and Then Play Better: “You have to learn the rules of the game. And then you have to play better than anyone else.”

How things used to be.

I sit and I look at all these awesome moments that I have had. Many Many! Some of these, well most of these are things that I had dreamed a long ago. I forget I changed. I forget who I am now, and the truth is I NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER have to go back to the darkness I survived. I am a new person, I am a good person.  I can be loved now.  Thank you for loving me!!!  I'm glad things will never be the way they used to be..

LOVE IS ALWAYS MOVING

"For Anne. I can't bring back your mom, but I can send you love. This is for you and your mom."

You can find it on the one you love
You can find it on the one you lost
You can find it in the sky
You can find it in the trees
You can see it in your dreams
Love is always moving
Eyes closed
Eyes open
Moving or staying in place
Love is present
Love won't ever leave
In a unforgettable memory
Or in The hope for the future
Those we lost and those we will meet and love
Love is always present
Moving or in place
We are lucky to have loved
Love your memory
And love today!

GOLD

Precious moments for me , for others might mean nothing. I can write a million words that might seem meaningless, but many people miss the Gold hidden in them. I don't. I look for the Gold, because I already know it is everywhere!.. When you start looking for the Gold, in the most odd, spontaneous, or simple moments you pass everyday, you WILL find it. I never wanted to be like those people in funerals who seemed like they were in so much pain because they never enjoyed "moments" with the one who has passed on. I live for moments, and I try to never ask anything in return because I already feel like Ive been given so much! Moments that become a part of me, moments where I don't have to make believe because they really did happen! I can hit repeat in my thoughts  over and over again.
That is Gold. If such simple moments can create such bliss, imagine what we can all do together.

BLUE

Some blue love..

BLUE

Anything in blue

Reminds me of you

They say blue is sad

They say blue is bad

The sky is blue

I think of you

The sea is blue

I think of you.

And even if I miss you

I know I will be

Happy when I see you

Happy and blue

To know you

Like the ocean you are vast

Like the sky you are endless

Blue or not

Green ,red or yellow

I am falling for you.

Orange

Gold

Purple or blue again

I will love you

*A Ara Creation