The LAST Stand

I know the Truth. I know the light. I want to know you.
The skies will meet where once me and you both lived. Home.
You are never apart, that is very true.
Galalxies named after great warriors. We are so blessed to know them.
I want to cut my heart and give it to you, but God won't let me
You see he insist in making me happy.
All I could say is YES!
Oh how I would love to be myself with you.
All the time.
I miss the peace we create.
I want to feel it all the time.
I want GOD. How should I surrender? Where should I leave everything.

The Star and the Moon

There are times when the star admired the moon. Many of the other stars didn't understand why that particular star even thought of the moon. They didn't know the depth of beauty the moon contained. They didn't know how important they all were to each other. Yet, that star knew she was in love with the moon. She knew the moon smiled at her and couldn't contain all the love that made her shine brighter than the other stars.  She loves the moon for What she had lightened in herself.  Brighter and the first star of the new ages.

AGAIN AND AGIAN AND AGAIN

All those masks you put on to impress me.

Everytime it is something different.

I don't want any more them!! I want YOU!.

I see you run around with a Knief in your hand. Everytime you pass me you hurt me. Everytime you ignore me you cut me open. I try my best to know. This is LOVE. But what LOVE is this?  I have spent al of my life posing victim, giving my weapons to those around me who ALWAYS come and hurt me. Some don't even have that intention, yet I end up destroyed.  I stand my ground now. Yet, I still wait for you. What else am I suppose to be? I can tell you to come get me, but see it is you who I have left my last hope with, and still I am lying... I have my hope for God, but I hope he will free me this time and take away all of this madness for everyone moment that passes, every moment where I hate what you are doing to me! It turns into the sky and changes into LOVE AGAIN.

A Dead body pulling at my neck.

Dead bodies all around. I am so glad we can see each other now.

I can..... The most glad! I can see  your sweetness and all that love you never gave up.

Always searching for more, just like I was.

It was the first time I saw you when I knew ... but I admit I didn't want to look.

You were my deepest unknown desire, chosen by GOD himself.

Even with the devil chassing us.. all we can do is think of each other. It seems TO BE that we have WON.

My LOVE

I can wait. I will sit and contemplate all the beautiful things around us and all the messages around me.  We will ride in chariots of fire and we will see the Angels play their lovely notes. I will sit in your lap and I will yell praise of Thanks to our father, who has given us so much grace. I knew it when I saw you, but I closed my eyes because I think the thought of you not loving me could cause my destruction. Yet, the world is what changed and brought me to you, and you to me. Now we are suspended in thin air patiently waiting the end of the torture of being a second away from  you.  Yet, when I close my eyes, you are here with me, always loving me as much as I have always loved you.

 

Let me extend my roots to the Earth, you do the same, and I will see you again.

 

 

A CROSSING POINT

What road will you choose? Pick me! I yell.. and you answer I will pick you. 

In this sweet understanding of having to loose you because I finally understood how important you are to me. I still have a lot to learn but at least now we know we took the RIGHT turn.

APRIL 25 2014

This is why we do it. The great symphony God playing always at the perfect note. Like this, oh the pleasure to exsist, to be, to breath...

Everything IS.  As I see them turn into dust in front of my very eyes, all I needed was to SEE IT....

It was nothing at all. The veil has been falling and I SEE IS GOD.

Friday, April 25, 2014

Balsamic Moon Phase: release, transform, heal

Moon in Pisces

Ruling Mahavidya: Chinnamasta and Kali
Skill: take the road less traveled
Negative Imprint: the day is a hard road
Positive Imprint: the day is a cherished gift

TO YEARN. TO DIE. TO BE REBORN.

My soul... yearns... longs as it heals. It remembers all the terrible things that were so beautiful once...

I want to SPEAK.  Let me SPEAK divine mystery... for I am so close to you. Can't you open up the skies of the universe and let me really SEE you. I want to hold you this time. I want to sit at your feet and feel the terror of your existence, so I can prove how beautiful you really are. For what? for ME.
If you are ME, and I AM YOU, why are we so separate in this reality. I have wanted nothing for me.. it has always been for you. Yet, I dare not Judge you. What do I know about such beautiful things you create. I am not the one who makes the sun set or force the moon to rise. All I can do it LOVE YOU, and sit here in this world you have chosen for me.. I am sure it is in my best intrest for you always only give me what I truly love... even if I don't understand it yet. I have yelled for you to show me the fire, let me die for you!. .. Is this why I am burning? Because you are finally taking me home? I want to be free, so I can spread my wings that are so broken now, yet I am thrilled at the idea of trying. Yet,  you insist of giving me so much everyday, so I can mend them. Oh I love you! Thank for your healing me so everyday I am closer to SEEING  you.. for I long to HUG YOU, and tell you I LOVE YOU.

WHAT EVER YOU DO.

Do not give away your POWER. Short gratification for them what can be endless POWER for you.
We should not pity the lessons so many still have to learn and have chosen to steal instead of taking responsibility. Life is fair eventually... it catches up eventually, ALWAYS. So the question is... Is what is coming good? ... or is it going to hit you in the face when  you are finally brave enough to accept that which you know and have been convincing yourself never happened, IT DID and it is not going away.

BE BRAVE.. and FACE IT. Will it be MUSIC?  or Beautiful purging PAIN?

"Like a Symphony of Energies/Spirits all play at its own time THAT perfect note."

TheHumanCurrent