Sunday, February 7, 2016

Not yet

I don't want you to not come but out of the choices I have that is a choice I have.

Time and God him self can change that you don't want to see yet. What new reason do you have today?

The force of love is evident. You are still my bright Sun.  Outside it always seems like you are here and in a Spiritual sense you have always been.

I still wish you were here.

Tuesday, February 2, 2016

How important it is what you do


FREQUENCY -  FREQUENT

A AWAKENING SENSE OF TRUTH BY JUST BEING MYSELF

BEING LOVE BY JUST BEING ME

PLEASE BE KIND, THE WIND WILL RESPOND


Rub LOVE

It is so contagious

My favorite thing

Always
               On time
                             Playing with music
                                                " My true love"
                                                             The strength of your attention
                                                                                Being unable to give up

  1. The road is set
  1. You really love me.
  1. My sweet sweet love. SWEETER EVERYDAY

The GREATEST LOVE story



I ACCEPT YOU AS YOU ARE

I LOVE YOU AS YOU ARE

AROUND AROUND EVERYTHING.

God wants the best for me


  The truth in your eyes.
I finally feel loved
The best thing I could ask for.
Your love.
How amazing is that.
Everyday
Pancakes not taken for granted
Happy to be there
Let's do this forever.
This is really happening.
I am the happiest person

Uprising

We know a lot better now.
We don't get what we worked for the people
We get what we love.
A truth that been turned inside out.
I believe in the truth
Anything but to be away from reality
THIS IS REALITY... do you remember now?

FREQUENCY

FREQUENCY
LEGACY
TO BE
TO WAIT
TO BE BETTER
TO KNOW
TO WANT
TO FEEL
TO EXSIST

Letting your "DESTINY"

I KNOW. I KNOW!!

There is me and you and a thousand of millions of possibilities.
To be the one who had to give nothing because it all turned into Gold.

I saw a swift patten that repeats. Swift, swift, single, single, all around your focus of your favorite things. Like musical notes and live TV outside all of the time time. No need to fool but to live. A clear world.

I will not go back to terms that are not healthy. I will learn my whole life lesson and be grateful for that lesson because it has given me grace and a way out straight to the light.

Do you remember loving me or were you to mad to remember? Sometimes the mind creates blocks that cause us to see a bit blurry but the truth will come to focus. The truth is the light.

I don't sell. I don't buy. I AM. Why does that hurt so much? It hurts to give you something that you still keep asking for? We have gotten ourselves in some kind of rut , but not in our own making. Bad intentions, clear skies ahead.

I love how we work together. I just just just love you. This would not be the same without you, would it be posiible? They teach us what we know. Why lie about what I don't care about?

It took me one spark to know. It took me longer to belive that delayed it but I know, I know, I KNOW!!!






Monday, February 1, 2016

Who I REALLY AM

It is not something that can just be taken away. It is the essence of what is. Even if all words were deleted and all proof would be deleted we would still be , because we are. 

We are gifted enough to know how many gifts we actually do carry and what we can do with it. It might not be at that same time because a lot has been taken away from us but for the first time what we plant will grow with our name on it. The sacrifice is complete. Everyone can stop fighting now.

You thought they had left you but in reality if you would have been paying attention you would have seen he was all around. 


Confirmation


I just want to be where I am with all of the things that make me happy

It is the peace I desire. Your light was for me? I could be so happy.

We keep flying straight ahead.

Brighter, brighter, brighter.

When the light is illuminated we can see better.

This time for real

We made it.

I told you it could be done.

We are well on our way

Sunday, January 31, 2016

Not GIVING "UP"


MELTING with you as only we can.

Protect me in all you ways

I believe, I trust and I let my head down 

Close your eyes then open them

FEEL your knowing.

You ARE loved.

Angeles are trying to help you.

LET IT OUT. LET IT IN






I sunk and I have wings.

Pounding pounding
KNOCK KNOCK
A invitation
OPEN THE DOOR
I can hear your breath
I can taste your fear
Can I come in?

I am hiding
I am fighting
Will I win?
Am I fearing that?
Can it all be you?

I remember everything
I want to tell you about it
They provoke fear
I provoke love
In time Faith can clear what happened here. 

Let me sink
Let me win
Let God be kind to me
Angeles come in me

Could this really be happening?
I see you
I touch you
I know you.
I can't hide anymore.

Let me be reborn.
I know you are here. 
Let me show you how I could fly.

FIX AND SEE IT


I must go and I must talk.
I have to talk and I have to express
You have never accepted the world , yet you accept me.

I can feel myself when I move around your head.
Some people call it human nature
I call you my favorite person and that can never change.

I get told that this is not the way to do this but who is telling me these things?

I can fly!   That I know and all the great things you can do to a room.

Your expression your way of not knowing and fixing it as soon as you fix/see it

Letting GO!


We are at the right place today.
It does not mean something will not happen tomorrow
A ultimate consciousness
We can let go. 
Let go and come right back to where you are.
Today.
Now.
Again.

I miss what I have
You are the reason I stand
I am learning to walk
Let's go so I can show you

It doesn't matter if your mad
I love it when your glad
But, we are every present
In a cosmic line
Where we are both connected

A world with you would make me so happy
They say I am always suppose to be happy
I have to to sit straight and pretend I am OK
When what I believe is not near them
Yet, today. Now, I can close my eyes and
be with you again.

I will wait for a million  butterflies again
I will wait to see your eyes again
I will travel again
Thank God I don't have to
I let go

How to clear a ARCHON

I know when it is not you
You are not yourself
You scare me and you want to hurt me

That is not you.
That is a ARCHON.
I would not take them serious
They lie

They will never be able to hurt you no matter how hard they try
They try all of the time trying to hurt you or convince you that what you know is not true.
They will sit in the most uncomfortable spot but always remember they DO NOT KNOW YOU.
They copy everything you do and everything you believe... and "try" to use it against you.
This happens especially when you are feeling so comfortable they will try everything to get your attention off what you are doing.  This is how powerful what you are doing is.

It feels terrible, like someone is raping you or really wants to but we all know who we are and we all know what is acceptable. Your feelings are valid and there for you to pay attention to them.
They will try so hard to make you feel uncomfortable and they smell!!  They are low demons of existence but you know what?  God is ever present and when you put your focus/light they will have no choice but to leave because then they are the ones that don't feel comfortable.

Wave good bye and NEVER feel intimidated by them.


I can be me.


I got to touch you inside of my heart
The knowing, the ringing , the singing.
Deep inside my soul you remain
Turn around and come back to me
I want it.
Your suppose to believe me to get to heaven
God. God. God. God. God. God. God. God.
I believe.  I can stay quiet. We understand.



They say it has to be this way but why do I keep getting closer to you.
I know that what I want I saw inside of you was me.
I want to be able to see me and laugh at myself with you.
They say no but what do they understand. 
I thought we were way passed that
Our new world.
Coming soon. 
I can be me and you can be you, forever.

Friday, January 29, 2016

The Forever state

I will restrain from my knowing knowing that I will see you again. When my mind gets mad at you and when I don't understand I understand more.  You are just like me and time is just transitory. That means everything is changing and me and you are caught in the middle.

That which is a lie will die but that which is true will keep being true and it has for all of eternity.
We will still be here but we will be closer. Time will show us how beautiful and how lucky we are and how much we really love each other. The need is there for us to love so time can dissolve that which is in our way.

My sweetness burns the darkness when I think of you and they try so hard to confuse me but I just have to forget so what is real can come back and sustain me.

I might know to much and I might feel nervous and lost but that knowing is what I remember is true and I have no choice to let is sustain me and keep building this path I believe will bring me to you. I am not that person who is trying to be with you. I am the person who is with you and has been trying to be with you.

Forever again this time we stay.




Fellow friends.

Hello fellow friend,

I am writing to you today to express some concerns and maybe some ideas on how our current energy is affecting us. I have been trying to write a "book" but really who has time to do such things. Do not get me wrong.. I wrote my book it is ready to publish and print. I even have the cover but now I wish to write about this transition time with transitory thoughts we are going through and right down some stuff. First of all I have always wanted to write but only if I know someone will read it. Is that silly? Might be. Still, I think you might in the near future or some time in time. I remember accidentally reading something I had written a long time ago that I found and I was impressed before I remembered it was me who wrote it. What does this tell you about us? We are a traumatized species who has been hitting a lot of realizations lately everyday more and more and I believe we are waking our consciousness and we will soon remember and be able to "see" a vivid picture of what it happening. The best part is what I will always write something you already know which is in fact proving my point. I feel nervous about writing because I feel like I have to write a certain way so someone would want to read it and then I think that is exactly what takes out the fun of it. The fun of the whole story which I am not not sure what part plays what then I remember I am not God. I had no idea this would play this way. It is pretty amazing and I think this is where we all are about to come together. I apologize about yesterday. There are times when I feel like I am not doing much because I am not putting my full attention to this project but then I remember I have been doing this all for myself and I am left with the question so I really want to share this? My work? My progress? My time? For who? Who truly deserves the recognition for this "project". My God. I have to believe that whatever he wants for me is better for him.  When I think that way I can't help but think of you and how much I love you. I want to be happy. I want to be very happy. Is that what I have to ask for? Did I rip your heart out when I left? It was not my intention to do so, I would have gotten used to all of it but for good reasons we were knocked off and our m ind cleared. The true lesson I believe,  is that we will still love each other. I believe we will still be together and that will be the ultimate clearing for this what we call now the old age.

We have to keep believing because it is all we have and we need to know how to do this. Nothing will go wrong and nothing can be worst than the spot where they have us standing unable to move. That my friend is what those little critters do to call them the least. I don't to be mean and well that streak is gone from me.  I think that respect is the most important thing we can give to another. You don't have to love me but you do have to respect my space and my way od being. You do not get to decide what I like. You do not get to decide who I love. You do not get to decide who I love. If it is what it is let it be what it is. We always move, we know that. What do you all do? The most powerful people in the world who makes sure anyone who gets some light gets treated as if they are crazy . This effect makes what is wrong in our society while they hide themselves in their elite groups. Let me tell you, there is not more elite group than the power of God.  I want to be with you so that is exactly what is going to happen.  God is good and we will see his glory.  

I never knew that I was being looked at that way and if I did it was not what I was seeking. I saw all of you take everything for granted and I had nothing. Yet, all of you would look at me with confusing and jealous thoughts. It never made any sense to me but I just prayed , thought about it a little and always ended up giving it to God. He is my father and really the only person who knows me inside and out. I don't even know who I am sometimes especially when I am pretending to be something I am not , whenever I am forced to speak to those who do not want to speak with me. Although, in those circumstances the people always just talk and talk and talk to me. It must be because I really listen and I am always in the look out for signs that maybe soon, maybe one day soon, I will find my place or at least a arrow that will point me in the right direction. 

Why would anyone want to hurt another if they knew and if they saw the reality of what was really happening?  I know that we are all good. I know that our intention is never bad and we act in ways that we are conditioned to. I know that we always remember and we must always trust your heart. Your heart is the one that is always trying to speak to you. That is a way of communication.  This way even if you are wrong it will take you to a new and better direction that gets much easier with practice, just like any meditation can do. Closer, closer.  You have to know that you are in some type of video game of glitch program. You can't be scared and you can't be scared on what people think about it or can think about it. You have a shield of shimmering Gold what protects you from everything. You need to remember that no matter how they hit you , you can heal.  Now the real question you need to ask yourself is. Why would anyone want to hurt you if they are suppose to love you. They don't. This is where I am sure they are other energies that help them our a bit per day. That helps explain it a little but there are other entities that love to get in the middle of anything that seems good. It is just the way it is and it is best to accept it because this knowing will help you understand the rest of everything.

Now, I do have good news. I have began to see the light again (first time in this life in the way it is described to us) and I realized that the light was always there. Love is good and it feels good. It is the liars, the darkness, the shadow, the lies, and the cheating that has been imposed on us that has covered it.  So many people talk out of their asses it is sick! Now, there are us who work so hard to create a place of peace and these liars ( using the mold of the old system that no longer works because it is being cleared!!!) who forget what they are always saying because it is all based on lies.  If you give them enough time they wrap themselves on us (energy vampires) and always fall into their own traps. It is kind of fun to watch. Trust me sometimes we just have to have a little fun with all of these "lessons" or "downloads" because we can love them because they are steady, they are always there ready to offer help. We have to remember that is very important. We have to hold on to what we believe. What we believe is ours. Now, you have to ask yourself if you believe in something you are paying attention to or are you somewhere where you really don't want to be. You have to know and you  need to take action steps to get to where you want to go, otherwise you will just be in the way. That is my honest answer.

What is coming is coming hard and the best way to protection yourself is by covering yourself with love . Unfortunately this won't work if you are not seeing your pure intention from your pure essence.  You need to use your unique self, who you really are. If you are embarrassed of who you are and are not sure a sure way to find out is to try something you enjoy. It is what makes you happy it is not something you think was suppose to make you happy and has not made you happy. Let them eat shit and learn their lesson it is what a true friend must do.  There is nothing to do, there is nothing to understand just give it to God. If you are happy and if you trust and if you have fun you will get realizations that will forward your "agenda" The rules must be followed this is who we are. We are the free race and people who are around you are with you because they love you. This way we will spread the spark of realization. With just a smile.  

So smile.