Sunday, February 7, 2016

Not yet

I don't want you to not come but out of the choices I have that is a choice I have.

Time and God him self can change that you don't want to see yet. What new reason do you have today?

The force of love is evident. You are still my bright Sun.  Outside it always seems like you are here and in a Spiritual sense you have always been.

I still wish you were here.

Tuesday, February 2, 2016

How important it is what you do


FREQUENCY -  FREQUENT

A AWAKENING SENSE OF TRUTH BY JUST BEING MYSELF

BEING LOVE BY JUST BEING ME

PLEASE BE KIND, THE WIND WILL RESPOND


Rub LOVE

It is so contagious

My favorite thing

Always
               On time
                             Playing with music
                                                " My true love"
                                                             The strength of your attention
                                                                                Being unable to give up

  1. The road is set
  1. You really love me.
  1. My sweet sweet love. SWEETER EVERYDAY

The GREATEST LOVE story



I ACCEPT YOU AS YOU ARE

I LOVE YOU AS YOU ARE

AROUND AROUND EVERYTHING.

God wants the best for me


  The truth in your eyes.
I finally feel loved
The best thing I could ask for.
Your love.
How amazing is that.
Everyday
Pancakes not taken for granted
Happy to be there
Let's do this forever.
This is really happening.
I am the happiest person

Uprising

We know a lot better now.
We don't get what we worked for the people
We get what we love.
A truth that been turned inside out.
I believe in the truth
Anything but to be away from reality
THIS IS REALITY... do you remember now?

FREQUENCY

FREQUENCY
LEGACY
TO BE
TO WAIT
TO BE BETTER
TO KNOW
TO WANT
TO FEEL
TO EXSIST

Letting your "DESTINY"

I KNOW. I KNOW!!

There is me and you and a thousand of millions of possibilities.
To be the one who had to give nothing because it all turned into Gold.

I saw a swift patten that repeats. Swift, swift, single, single, all around your focus of your favorite things. Like musical notes and live TV outside all of the time time. No need to fool but to live. A clear world.

I will not go back to terms that are not healthy. I will learn my whole life lesson and be grateful for that lesson because it has given me grace and a way out straight to the light.

Do you remember loving me or were you to mad to remember? Sometimes the mind creates blocks that cause us to see a bit blurry but the truth will come to focus. The truth is the light.

I don't sell. I don't buy. I AM. Why does that hurt so much? It hurts to give you something that you still keep asking for? We have gotten ourselves in some kind of rut , but not in our own making. Bad intentions, clear skies ahead.

I love how we work together. I just just just love you. This would not be the same without you, would it be posiible? They teach us what we know. Why lie about what I don't care about?

It took me one spark to know. It took me longer to belive that delayed it but I know, I know, I KNOW!!!






Monday, February 1, 2016

Who I REALLY AM

It is not something that can just be taken away. It is the essence of what is. Even if all words were deleted and all proof would be deleted we would still be , because we are. 

We are gifted enough to know how many gifts we actually do carry and what we can do with it. It might not be at that same time because a lot has been taken away from us but for the first time what we plant will grow with our name on it. The sacrifice is complete. Everyone can stop fighting now.

You thought they had left you but in reality if you would have been paying attention you would have seen he was all around. 


Confirmation


I just want to be where I am with all of the things that make me happy

It is the peace I desire. Your light was for me? I could be so happy.

We keep flying straight ahead.

Brighter, brighter, brighter.

When the light is illuminated we can see better.

This time for real

We made it.

I told you it could be done.

We are well on our way

Sunday, January 31, 2016

Not GIVING "UP"


MELTING with you as only we can.

Protect me in all you ways

I believe, I trust and I let my head down 

Close your eyes then open them

FEEL your knowing.

You ARE loved.

Angeles are trying to help you.

LET IT OUT. LET IT IN






I sunk and I have wings.

Pounding pounding
KNOCK KNOCK
A invitation
OPEN THE DOOR
I can hear your breath
I can taste your fear
Can I come in?

I am hiding
I am fighting
Will I win?
Am I fearing that?
Can it all be you?

I remember everything
I want to tell you about it
They provoke fear
I provoke love
In time Faith can clear what happened here. 

Let me sink
Let me win
Let God be kind to me
Angeles come in me

Could this really be happening?
I see you
I touch you
I know you.
I can't hide anymore.

Let me be reborn.
I know you are here. 
Let me show you how I could fly.

FIX AND SEE IT


I must go and I must talk.
I have to talk and I have to express
You have never accepted the world , yet you accept me.

I can feel myself when I move around your head.
Some people call it human nature
I call you my favorite person and that can never change.

I get told that this is not the way to do this but who is telling me these things?

I can fly!   That I know and all the great things you can do to a room.

Your expression your way of not knowing and fixing it as soon as you fix/see it

Letting GO!


We are at the right place today.
It does not mean something will not happen tomorrow
A ultimate consciousness
We can let go. 
Let go and come right back to where you are.
Today.
Now.
Again.

I miss what I have
You are the reason I stand
I am learning to walk
Let's go so I can show you

It doesn't matter if your mad
I love it when your glad
But, we are every present
In a cosmic line
Where we are both connected

A world with you would make me so happy
They say I am always suppose to be happy
I have to to sit straight and pretend I am OK
When what I believe is not near them
Yet, today. Now, I can close my eyes and
be with you again.

I will wait for a million  butterflies again
I will wait to see your eyes again
I will travel again
Thank God I don't have to
I let go

How to clear a ARCHON

I know when it is not you
You are not yourself
You scare me and you want to hurt me

That is not you.
That is a ARCHON.
I would not take them serious
They lie

They will never be able to hurt you no matter how hard they try
They try all of the time trying to hurt you or convince you that what you know is not true.
They will sit in the most uncomfortable spot but always remember they DO NOT KNOW YOU.
They copy everything you do and everything you believe... and "try" to use it against you.
This happens especially when you are feeling so comfortable they will try everything to get your attention off what you are doing.  This is how powerful what you are doing is.

It feels terrible, like someone is raping you or really wants to but we all know who we are and we all know what is acceptable. Your feelings are valid and there for you to pay attention to them.
They will try so hard to make you feel uncomfortable and they smell!!  They are low demons of existence but you know what?  God is ever present and when you put your focus/light they will have no choice but to leave because then they are the ones that don't feel comfortable.

Wave good bye and NEVER feel intimidated by them.


I can be me.


I got to touch you inside of my heart
The knowing, the ringing , the singing.
Deep inside my soul you remain
Turn around and come back to me
I want it.
Your suppose to believe me to get to heaven
God. God. God. God. God. God. God. God.
I believe.  I can stay quiet. We understand.



They say it has to be this way but why do I keep getting closer to you.
I know that what I want I saw inside of you was me.
I want to be able to see me and laugh at myself with you.
They say no but what do they understand. 
I thought we were way passed that
Our new world.
Coming soon. 
I can be me and you can be you, forever.

Friday, January 29, 2016

The Forever state

I will restrain from my knowing knowing that I will see you again. When my mind gets mad at you and when I don't understand I understand more.  You are just like me and time is just transitory. That means everything is changing and me and you are caught in the middle.

That which is a lie will die but that which is true will keep being true and it has for all of eternity.
We will still be here but we will be closer. Time will show us how beautiful and how lucky we are and how much we really love each other. The need is there for us to love so time can dissolve that which is in our way.

My sweetness burns the darkness when I think of you and they try so hard to confuse me but I just have to forget so what is real can come back and sustain me.

I might know to much and I might feel nervous and lost but that knowing is what I remember is true and I have no choice to let is sustain me and keep building this path I believe will bring me to you. I am not that person who is trying to be with you. I am the person who is with you and has been trying to be with you.

Forever again this time we stay.




Fellow friends.

Hello fellow friend,

I am writing to you today to express some concerns and maybe some ideas on how our current energy is affecting us. I have been trying to write a "book" but really who has time to do such things. Do not get me wrong.. I wrote my book it is ready to publish and print. I even have the cover but now I wish to write about this transition time with transitory thoughts we are going through and right down some stuff. First of all I have always wanted to write but only if I know someone will read it. Is that silly? Might be. Still, I think you might in the near future or some time in time. I remember accidentally reading something I had written a long time ago that I found and I was impressed before I remembered it was me who wrote it. What does this tell you about us? We are a traumatized species who has been hitting a lot of realizations lately everyday more and more and I believe we are waking our consciousness and we will soon remember and be able to "see" a vivid picture of what it happening. The best part is what I will always write something you already know which is in fact proving my point. I feel nervous about writing because I feel like I have to write a certain way so someone would want to read it and then I think that is exactly what takes out the fun of it. The fun of the whole story which I am not not sure what part plays what then I remember I am not God. I had no idea this would play this way. It is pretty amazing and I think this is where we all are about to come together. I apologize about yesterday. There are times when I feel like I am not doing much because I am not putting my full attention to this project but then I remember I have been doing this all for myself and I am left with the question so I really want to share this? My work? My progress? My time? For who? Who truly deserves the recognition for this "project". My God. I have to believe that whatever he wants for me is better for him.  When I think that way I can't help but think of you and how much I love you. I want to be happy. I want to be very happy. Is that what I have to ask for? Did I rip your heart out when I left? It was not my intention to do so, I would have gotten used to all of it but for good reasons we were knocked off and our m ind cleared. The true lesson I believe,  is that we will still love each other. I believe we will still be together and that will be the ultimate clearing for this what we call now the old age.

We have to keep believing because it is all we have and we need to know how to do this. Nothing will go wrong and nothing can be worst than the spot where they have us standing unable to move. That my friend is what those little critters do to call them the least. I don't to be mean and well that streak is gone from me.  I think that respect is the most important thing we can give to another. You don't have to love me but you do have to respect my space and my way od being. You do not get to decide what I like. You do not get to decide who I love. You do not get to decide who I love. If it is what it is let it be what it is. We always move, we know that. What do you all do? The most powerful people in the world who makes sure anyone who gets some light gets treated as if they are crazy . This effect makes what is wrong in our society while they hide themselves in their elite groups. Let me tell you, there is not more elite group than the power of God.  I want to be with you so that is exactly what is going to happen.  God is good and we will see his glory.  

I never knew that I was being looked at that way and if I did it was not what I was seeking. I saw all of you take everything for granted and I had nothing. Yet, all of you would look at me with confusing and jealous thoughts. It never made any sense to me but I just prayed , thought about it a little and always ended up giving it to God. He is my father and really the only person who knows me inside and out. I don't even know who I am sometimes especially when I am pretending to be something I am not , whenever I am forced to speak to those who do not want to speak with me. Although, in those circumstances the people always just talk and talk and talk to me. It must be because I really listen and I am always in the look out for signs that maybe soon, maybe one day soon, I will find my place or at least a arrow that will point me in the right direction. 

Why would anyone want to hurt another if they knew and if they saw the reality of what was really happening?  I know that we are all good. I know that our intention is never bad and we act in ways that we are conditioned to. I know that we always remember and we must always trust your heart. Your heart is the one that is always trying to speak to you. That is a way of communication.  This way even if you are wrong it will take you to a new and better direction that gets much easier with practice, just like any meditation can do. Closer, closer.  You have to know that you are in some type of video game of glitch program. You can't be scared and you can't be scared on what people think about it or can think about it. You have a shield of shimmering Gold what protects you from everything. You need to remember that no matter how they hit you , you can heal.  Now the real question you need to ask yourself is. Why would anyone want to hurt you if they are suppose to love you. They don't. This is where I am sure they are other energies that help them our a bit per day. That helps explain it a little but there are other entities that love to get in the middle of anything that seems good. It is just the way it is and it is best to accept it because this knowing will help you understand the rest of everything.

Now, I do have good news. I have began to see the light again (first time in this life in the way it is described to us) and I realized that the light was always there. Love is good and it feels good. It is the liars, the darkness, the shadow, the lies, and the cheating that has been imposed on us that has covered it.  So many people talk out of their asses it is sick! Now, there are us who work so hard to create a place of peace and these liars ( using the mold of the old system that no longer works because it is being cleared!!!) who forget what they are always saying because it is all based on lies.  If you give them enough time they wrap themselves on us (energy vampires) and always fall into their own traps. It is kind of fun to watch. Trust me sometimes we just have to have a little fun with all of these "lessons" or "downloads" because we can love them because they are steady, they are always there ready to offer help. We have to remember that is very important. We have to hold on to what we believe. What we believe is ours. Now, you have to ask yourself if you believe in something you are paying attention to or are you somewhere where you really don't want to be. You have to know and you  need to take action steps to get to where you want to go, otherwise you will just be in the way. That is my honest answer.

What is coming is coming hard and the best way to protection yourself is by covering yourself with love . Unfortunately this won't work if you are not seeing your pure intention from your pure essence.  You need to use your unique self, who you really are. If you are embarrassed of who you are and are not sure a sure way to find out is to try something you enjoy. It is what makes you happy it is not something you think was suppose to make you happy and has not made you happy. Let them eat shit and learn their lesson it is what a true friend must do.  There is nothing to do, there is nothing to understand just give it to God. If you are happy and if you trust and if you have fun you will get realizations that will forward your "agenda" The rules must be followed this is who we are. We are the free race and people who are around you are with you because they love you. This way we will spread the spark of realization. With just a smile.  

So smile. 




Saturday, April 18, 2015

I am mad!!

Because you take it all away! I am mad because you walk away. Your in a hurry to meet me and I keep trying to tell you I am already here or is there still treasures that insue. I am with you and I like this.  I only miss you

Anxiety

He just has to meet her in the same spot where he has met her before.
Look in the heart.

TIME--------LINE--------------------------

Make TIME for surfing.
#Always on a roll

Tuesday, October 14, 2014

The LAST Stand

I know the Truth. I know the light. I want to know you.
The skies will meet where once me and you both lived. Home.
You are never apart, that is very true.
Galalxies named after great warriors. We are so blessed to know them.
I want to cut my heart and give it to you, but God won't let me
You see he insist in making me happy.
All I could say is YES!
Oh how I would love to be myself with you.
All the time.
I miss the peace we create.
I want to feel it all the time.
I want GOD. How should I surrender? Where should I leave everything.


Wednesday, September 24, 2014

The Star and the Moon

There are times when the star admired the moon. Many of the other stars didn't understand why that particular star even thought of the moon. They didn't know the depth of beauty the moon contained. They didn't know how important they all were to each other. Yet, that star knew she was in love with the moon. She knew the moon smiled at her and couldn't contain all the love that made her shine brighter than the other stars.  She loves the moon for What she had lightened in herself.  Brighter and the first star of the new ages.

Monday, August 18, 2014

AGAIN AND AGIAN AND AGAIN

All those masks you put on to impress me.

Everytime it is something different.

I don't want any more them!! I want YOU!.

I see you run around with a Knief in your hand. Everytime you pass me you hurt me. Everytime you ignore me you cut me open. I try my best to know. This is LOVE. But what LOVE is this?  I have spent al of my life posing victim, giving my weapons to those around me who ALWAYS come and hurt me. Some don't even have that intention, yet I end up destroyed.  I stand my ground now. Yet, I still wait for you. What else am I suppose to be? I can tell you to come get me, but see it is you who I have left my last hope with, and still I am lying... I have my hope for God, but I hope he will free me this time and take away all of this madness for everyone moment that passes, every moment where I hate what you are doing to me! It turns into the sky and changes into LOVE AGAIN.

Tuesday, May 13, 2014

A Dead body pulling at my neck.

Dead bodies all around. I am so glad we can see each other now.

I can..... The most glad! I can see  your sweetness and all that love you never gave up.

Always searching for more, just like I was.

It was the first time I saw you when I knew ... but I admit I didn't want to look.

You were my deepest unknown desire, chosen by GOD himself.

Even with the devil chassing us.. all we can do is think of each other. It seems TO BE that we have WON.

Tuesday, April 29, 2014

My LOVE

I can wait. I will sit and contemplate all the beautiful things around us and all the messages around me.  We will ride in chariots of fire and we will see the Angels play their lovely notes. I will sit in your lap and I will yell praise of Thanks to our father, who has given us so much grace. I knew it when I saw you, but I closed my eyes because I think the thought of you not loving me could cause my destruction. Yet, the world is what changed and brought me to you, and you to me. Now we are suspended in thin air patiently waiting the end of the torture of being a second away from  you.  Yet, when I close my eyes, you are here with me, always loving me as much as I have always loved you.
 
Let me extend my roots to the Earth, you do the same, and I will see you again.
 
 

Sunday, April 27, 2014

A CROSSING POINT


What road will you choose? Pick me! I yell.. and you answer I will pick you. 

In this sweet understanding of having to loose you because I finally understood how important you are to me. I still have a lot to learn but at least now we know we took the RIGHT turn.

Friday, April 25, 2014

APRIL 25 2014

This is why we do it. The great symphony God playing always at the perfect note. Like this, oh the pleasure to exsist, to be, to breath...

Everything IS.  As I see them turn into dust in front of my very eyes, all I needed was to SEE IT....

It was nothing at all. The veil has been falling and I SEE IS GOD.

Friday, April 25, 2014

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

TO YEARN. TO DIE. TO BE REBORN.

My soul... yearns... longs as it heals. It remembers all the terrible things that were so beautiful once...

I want to SPEAK.  Let me SPEAK divine mystery... for I am so close to you. Can't you open up the skies of the universe and let me really SEE you. I want to hold you this time. I want to sit at your feet and feel the terror of your existence, so I can prove how beautiful you really are. For what? for ME.
If you are ME, and I AM YOU, why are we so separate in this reality. I have wanted nothing for me.. it has always been for you. Yet, I dare not Judge you. What do I know about such beautiful things you create. I am not the one who makes the sun set or force the moon to rise. All I can do it LOVE YOU, and sit here in this world you have chosen for me.. I am sure it is in my best intrest for you always only give me what I truly love... even if I don't understand it yet. I have yelled for you to show me the fire, let me die for you!. .. Is this why I am burning? Because you are finally taking me home? I want to be free, so I can spread my wings that are so broken now, yet I am thrilled at the idea of trying. Yet,  you insist of giving me so much everyday, so I can mend them. Oh I love you! Thank for your healing me so everyday I am closer to SEEING  you.. for I long to HUG YOU, and tell you I LOVE YOU.

WHAT EVER YOU DO.

Do not give away your POWER. Short gratification for them what can be endless POWER for you.
We should not pity the lessons so many still have to learn and have chosen to steal instead of taking responsibility. Life is fair eventually... it catches up eventually, ALWAYS. So the question is... Is what is coming good? ... or is it going to hit you in the face when  you are finally brave enough to accept that which you know and have been convincing yourself never happened, IT DID and it is not going away.

BE BRAVE.. and FACE IT. Will it be MUSIC?  or Beautiful purging PAIN?

Monday, April 14, 2014

"Like a Symphony of Energies/Spirits all play at its own time THAT perfect note."

TheHumanCurrent

Saturday, October 26, 2013

When you SEE yourSELF ..



When you saw through her eyes you were a loser... When You saw through mine... you were a KING!

THE BRIDGE

THE BRIDGE

Jump to the highest one and you will gain peace. IN LOVE.

Monday, May 13, 2013

Sooo sad

Do you still remember our love?

I'm about to give up

Of course that will be when you come back.

Will our love be strong enough?

Of course. Of course.

Thursday, April 11, 2013

The Magnificent Sky

For I will.give you the desires of your heart. And for other I will show the desires of your heart.  GOD

Thursday, April 4, 2013

Thank you

For bringing me here....

For reactivating my faith...

For throwing me into the dark night.....

For loving me through all of our past.


The NIGHT



The stars aligned..
You saved me again!
This time I will stay.
How?
I don't know.. but I will stay.
I keep you in my heart
we feel safe there.
Whats next?
I don't know..
Is it good?
Yes, I do know.

Thursday, March 28, 2013

To The Sky!

Will I miss the sunset if I follow my dreams?
Or is the sunset part of my dreams?

Forever it will last
That is now a part of me
awakened!

I didn't know
How would I?
If  RAW is REAL
If RAW is BEAUTIFUL

Later I will get my dreams

Today is still a dream..

I will stay and float thru exsistence

Not with memories past
but moments that repeat themselves in my head
that light my way

forever.

Tuesday, January 29, 2013

SUN

Iluminate the rays and shine on me
Save us from the ilusion and help us believe in love again, for love is the only thing that IS REAL


Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Life IS a Blissful Situation

At times when my heart is overwhelmed and I can't feel the love. When my fears take form of invisible reality that makes me want to do."something" . When I rather fix what's broken because I still can't believe I can be loved.. When my greatest fear is my.beloved flying away.and leaving me without a life jacket in lifes abyss . Then I remember you showed me how to fly. Now all I wish for is the courage to fly with you.


Thursday, January 10, 2013

One more day

As the skys fall and the oceans are over flooding. As the flame of fire burns and the earth shatters. I will be untouched. I will stand in the middle of it all and I shall dance for him.  We will win.


Friday, January 4, 2013

13

Happy new year!

Everything is changing. Everything has changed. Everything is good. I can dance at my pace. I can walk and fly. Unknown possibilities are everyday more clear. I can see. I can plan. I can live.

"Stay on your path"

Don't forget that good things are good.


Friday, December 28, 2012

CLOUDS

We have lost our eyesight.  The magic is around us.  Mysticism is in the sky and there is proof everywhere.  The obvious is beginning to show.   The clouds show you what you need to see in order to know.  Imagination comes from "THAT" world. One we know well and are just starting to remember. "Who am I?" has a deeper meaning. "Who was I ?"... then you can ask "Who am I?"

"What's in the cloud?" Anything you need to see.



I was walking and I saw  you
How could I have missed you.
In your spender , you mesmerized me.
and
I asked myself..
How could I have never remembered?

Sunday, December 23, 2012

What makes you happy makes them happy

Guilt of what makes me happy to the ones I love .  I want to be able to give you everything but I can't. I am learning how to live for the first time.  THIS TIME FOR "ME"

I have felt a failing. I.have felt.death breathing down my neck always trying to save you. Now I have to learn to save myself even thou.I.really don't want to...and that is what scares me the most.

Friday, December 21, 2012

Dark Days

In Dark nights if you can't feel the light, dream about it. Know you are still missing the perceptive of a future blessing. This is a blessing. Oh perfect light I call to your aide. Light my path.

Friday, December 14, 2012

What they Know vs The heart

The  heart knows more than them. They see a limited you... But if you keep asking the heart will stand.bold and hurt you till you learn to trust him. HE WANTS YOU TO BE HAPPY!! ece

Friday, November 2, 2012

Remember ME..

The carriage stop.
I'm waiting to meet you
I sit on the bench admiring my suroundings.
The crow on the deck
The tree behind me surrounced by a fence.

I can hear the hoves getting closer!
I stand up and clear my dress and stand up straight.
I walk closer to the stop and wait for you

I see the carriage apear and I smile for you
I wave my hands in the air , then you look at me..
The carriage stops.
I run and meet the stalion, pet him and wait till you get off.
You take your time, I wait acting patiently.
You get off, I run to  your arms.
I yell I LOVE YOU!!

You died the next day.
I missed you EVERYDAY till I died.

Now I wait for  you again
EVERYDAY again
with a nervous smile this time
a fearful heart
come back

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

For: A Warrior of Light

For: A Warrior of Light (Charlotte)

There are a few warriors of the kind that I think keep this world alive.
A part of us stays alive forever even after we are gone.
It’s not easy to be a warrior because most of the time we have to walk blind.
Oh! But those moments we have
The little things are our treasures
Silly people don’t realize that all of the big things are made of little things
Multitudes of minuscules open the divine.

Faith, Magic, hope, blessings all the same.



Oh! Thank you God for letting me SEE in the dark

For showing me the magic

For giving me hope after pain

For teaching me the blessing in the pain

For showing me LOVE in my days

Now I understand that LOVE like that
Is not from this world, but from yours
And only living it will I understand it.






From: A warrior of light (Aracely)


Ara 10/24/12 around 11am

Monday, October 22, 2012

Beauty NEVER told



I'm sorry I can’t make you happy.
I tried
I promise I did.
There was just as much as I could do.
I saw you suffer,
I saw you cry
Believe me when I say I believed everything you said.
It wasn’t that
 It was more like there was nothing I could do.
I would have cried
I would have held you!
I don’t think that would have helped
I even went to thoughts that you might leave me,
how was I suppose to stop?
This all just happened!
That is life,  I guess life knows more than us sometimes.

I thought I had control,
control over things I didn’t even really believe yet.
I always seemed to have something to complain about,
funny how humans sometimes don’t make sense.
We ask for things we don’t even know if we want
And sacrifice ourselves to avoid conflict

The people I meet who were scared like me
We both stayed quiet.
We did nothing, some of them lied
It made it easier that way
Others never said what they feared.
Many felt hope compassion, love.
And it stopped as time passed.
We let what was once on fire
Disappear.

Its just that I saw the other kind dissolve,
Diminish,
They were all talk
None were brave
Their memories are dying
But I still remember
It’s been so long since I’ve even heard a sound
Oddly I miss them,
Surprised I still love them
In many ways
 I stay grateful to them,
A part of my inspiration
The inspirations of my poems
The heroes of my stories

They came up with this great idea
Of Beautiful things
I saw in their eyes
But it died in them
None of them remember.

Nothing was left but
The seed they left
I took it and I planted it inside
And  I let it  grow in my heart
There are the words that live in me today.
Of all of the people I loved,

 They stayed in that mold that didn’t quite fit
Lost in this life
Many unrecognizable.
I will never understand
Why people that loved us
The ones we trusted 
Left us like this,
In complete.
Incapable

I need to make it grow again
These stories must have a purpose
I take what was left behind
the smiles, that laughs
the experiences
The extra baggage they threw to the side,
 I pick it up
and I polish and make it shine
This has to live again.

I couldn’t help you,
I might never see you again
But I can say those words
You wanted the world to know
the ones you thought no one would listen
when you let hope die inside of you
they did make sense
there are all things the world needs to know
I want to  help like you helped me
When I didn’t know
Why I was here for
Who I was yet.
I want to help  you remember too!

Such beautiful things
So many different places
See Inside we are all  even more beautiful!
All good All genuine
And I miss you!

Its time to share
The stories never told
share the love
Bursting inside
the memories
that changed me
This is my tribute to beauty never told.
Enough to change the world.

Friday, June 15, 2012

ANCIAS

De ver el reloj
de ver el telephono
algo que aga pasar mas rapido el tiempo
para despues detenerlo cuando este contigo..

Monday, June 4, 2012

An article I loved and wanted to share. Hope its enjoyed as much as I enjoyed it.  (smileyface, smileyfacewink)

10 Life Lessons From Albert Einstein


I love Albert Einstein and I love Paulo Coelho. So when Coelho posted these ten lessons from Einstein on his blog I was immediately sold :)

1. Follow Your Curiosity: “I have no special talent. I am only passionately curious.”

2. Perseverance is Priceless: “It’s not that I’m so smart; it’s just that I stay with problems longer.”

3. Focus on the Present: “Any man who can drive safely while kissing a pretty girl is simply not giving the kiss the attention it deserves.”

4. Imagination is Powerful: “Imagination is everything. It is the preview of life’s coming attractions. Imagination is more important than knowledge.”

5. Make Mistakes: “A person who never made a mistake never tried anything new.”

6. Live in the Moment: “I never think of the future – it comes soon enough.”

7. Create Value: “Strive not to be a success, but rather to be of value.”

8. Don’t Be Repetitive: “Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.”

9. Knowledge Comes From Experience: “Information is not knowledge. The only source of knowledge is experience.”

10. Learn the Rules and Then Play Better: “You have to learn the rules of the game. And then you have to play better than anyone else.”

Friday, June 1, 2012

How things used to be.

I sit and I look at all these awesome moments that I have had. Many Many! Some of these, well most of these are things that I had dreamed a long ago. I forget I changed. I forget who I am now, and the truth is I NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER have to go back to the darkness I survived. I am a new person, I am a good person.  I can be loved now.  Thank you for loving me!!!  I'm glad things will never be the way they used to be..

LOVE IS ALWAYS MOVING

"For Anne. I can't bring back your mom, but I can send you love. This is for you and your mom."

You can find it on the one you love
You can find it on the one you lost
You can find it in the sky
You can find it in the trees
You can see it in your dreams
Love is always moving
Eyes closed
Eyes open
Moving or staying in place
Love is present
Love won't ever leave
In a unforgettable memory
Or in The hope for the future
Those we lost and those we will meet and love
Love is always present
Moving or in place
We are lucky to have loved
Love your memory
And love today!


Wednesday, May 30, 2012

GOLD

Precious moments for me , for others might mean nothing. I can write a million words that might seem meaningless, but many people miss the Gold hidden in them. I don't. I look for the Gold, because I already know it is everywhere!.. When you start looking for the Gold, in the most odd, spontaneous, or simple moments you pass everyday, you WILL find it. I never wanted to be like those people in funerals who seemed like they were in so much pain because they never enjoyed "moments" with the one who has passed on. I live for moments, and I try to never ask anything in return because I already feel like Ive been given so much! Moments that become a part of me, moments where I don't have to make believe because they really did happen! I can hit repeat in my thoughts  over and over again.
That is Gold. If such simple moments can create such bliss, imagine what we can all do together.

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

BLUE

Some blue love..

BLUE
Anything in blue
Reminds me of you
They say blue is sad
They say blue is bad

The sky is blue
I think of you
The sea is blue
I think of you.
And even if I miss you
I know I will be
Happy when I see you

Happy and blue
To know you
Like the ocean you are vast
Like the sky you are endless
Blue or not
Green ,red or yellow
I am falling for you.
Orange
Gold
Purple or blue again
I will love you

*A Ara Creation